Ok so I've been putting off blogging about this, but now I feel like I need to. The past few months I have been experiencing some extreme pain, like being in labor, a couple of times I even fainted and or threw up, the pain does not go away like it would if you were having your period. Which by the way, I am not supposed to be having because chemo killed my ovaries and I am in POST menopause, remember Mr. Hotflash? he's been on vacation for a little while now. I am taking a estrogen blocker, but I think it's not working.
I also have been bleeding really, really bad. I have not wanted to face it, so I just don't talk about it, like that is going to make it go away.... right? The truth is I'm scared, I don't want to go through any more, I'm so done, the VILLAIN took my breasts and now my other parts that are feminine are being compromised because I refuse to get treatment that is needed. I feel like I would rather be in the pain then go through another surgery, however, I know the high risk I am at because of having breast cancer and I know that I cannot ignore it any longer. I will be seeing Dr. Paul M. Magtibay tomorrow he is also at Mayo Clinic. Let's hope I love him as much as I love Dr.Kreymerman.
Seeing growth
3 years ago
4 comments:
We will keep you in our prayers.
You can do this, brave girl.
You can do it! You're my hero!
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