Being overwhelmed with decisions about my health and what direction I should go has been heavy on my mind. I always rely on the Lord for my answers, but also know that HE allows me a choice. I've decided I'm not making any choices right now, I know for sure one of my doctors needs to be changed--and a 2nd opinion given. I am so exhausted from thinking about this 24/7, so for right now I am not going to do anything, and I am not going to have any regrets.
|my view from our condo|
|another view from our patio|
Eric and I are in Mexico, he has gone golfing and I am alone in the condo with nothing but the music and my thoughts. When I look out the window I'm mesmerized by the waves of the ocean. This place has been such a great retreat for me. So many times I have received answers to prayers on this beach, there have been times when it has only been me and the waves, no other person to be seen for miles.
I hesitated to leave "last minute" with Eric and enjoy 2 days here, I'm glad I did this has been an extremely difficult week. Now as I look at families enjoying each other all of those worries are gone, and a smile comes to my face.